A brand New YEAR! Happy New Year everyone!

brand new room??? nah.. just tidied-up my room a bit and moved the furnitures. new year nga naman. i was just in the mood for a cleaner me! (aaahhkck, diane sticking up her finger inside her mouth).


feelingera. some people say that cleaning up your physical atmosphere is somewhat a beginning or at least a call for inner purging. do you buy that?

pwede na. just had to make something right to feel right.

i have been meaning to change a lot this year, but im too scared to write it publicly and feel disappointed at year-end, upon realizing what a failure i am (with respect to this year's resolution).. don't buy all of this that much, im just being overly dramatic. part of who i am already. haha...

since changes ang pinag-uusapan.. i wish for either of two things...

one. to finally take the plunge, fall madly in-love. accept that i'm human after-all and accepting that i'm just a girl waiting to be wooed by THE BOY. yes, it has to be THE BOY.

or

two. stop playing the field. accept it. it is not your time. remember what happened in 2004? you thought that life's short and that you need to grab your chances while you can grasp it? look what it did to you? you got hurt. worse. you have been having a hard time moving on. you still seem to talk about him a lot. reminisce the few times you were together. ALL HAPPY TIMES. he treated you well, but it was not enough for you. what do you want?

maybe, that's what i will have to discover this 2005. WHAT DO I WANT?